Going to have a pity-party. So tired of nightmares. Plagued since childhood. No one able to explain, no one really able to look me in the eye and give me a reason. Might have an avenue now, might, and won’t get hopes up too much.
I don’t even know where these subconscious ideas, that’s what so many people say they are, come from. I wish they would just go away. I can’t deal with it. I, I, I…I’m tired, so frigging tired. I’m always more tired than everyone else. How’s that for a frigging self-pity rant. I’m so tired of being so involved internally. So tired of dreading sleep.
It's not the Pitbull's fault
There was another attack of pit bulls in the Seattle area. A little old lady was severely hurt by two pit bulls. Very sad, she’s in the hospital now. A friend of hers, former child that she cared for years ago is out to ban pit bulls from Seattle and beyond.
This drives me crazy. People taking a side out of emotion, rather than logic. Emotions are great but when you are out to change the world make sure you do it for the right reasons, make sure you aren’t overly emotional or you may make a mistake that will effect more people than just yourself.
There are no evil animals. Bad animals are made not born. It is the owners fault if an animal attacks someone else. Most animals won’t attack unless provoked, i.e. cornered or scared. It isn’t natural for pack like animals to hunt for fun, to attack without provoking. Blame the owners. In the case of the two attacking pit bulls mentioned above, all animals were seized, the dogs that had not attacked were given back. That is the frigging problem!
Here's an idea,if they have an animal that attacks take away all the pets and don’t allow them to have more for a specific amount of time, if ever. If they can’t be responsible with their dogs they shouldn’t have them. The state will take children from their parents if they see abuse is occurring why not a dog.
Also, if they get another dog when they are not supposed to, fine the hell out of them!
Animals don't get a trial but why can't the owners be fined tried and punished?The "Oops I left the gate open" is not a valid excuse. If it was an accident while driving drunk then you’d certainly get in trouble.
Also let's consider how dogs ended up in our care. Our ancestors domesticated them we should take responsibility and properly care for these animals. We owe it to them. It’s our fault.
This drives me crazy. People taking a side out of emotion, rather than logic. Emotions are great but when you are out to change the world make sure you do it for the right reasons, make sure you aren’t overly emotional or you may make a mistake that will effect more people than just yourself.
There are no evil animals. Bad animals are made not born. It is the owners fault if an animal attacks someone else. Most animals won’t attack unless provoked, i.e. cornered or scared. It isn’t natural for pack like animals to hunt for fun, to attack without provoking. Blame the owners. In the case of the two attacking pit bulls mentioned above, all animals were seized, the dogs that had not attacked were given back. That is the frigging problem!
Here's an idea,if they have an animal that attacks take away all the pets and don’t allow them to have more for a specific amount of time, if ever. If they can’t be responsible with their dogs they shouldn’t have them. The state will take children from their parents if they see abuse is occurring why not a dog.
Also, if they get another dog when they are not supposed to, fine the hell out of them!
Animals don't get a trial but why can't the owners be fined tried and punished?The "Oops I left the gate open" is not a valid excuse. If it was an accident while driving drunk then you’d certainly get in trouble.
Also let's consider how dogs ended up in our care. Our ancestors domesticated them we should take responsibility and properly care for these animals. We owe it to them. It’s our fault.
PSM and emotions
I hate, I mean hate, periods. Hate is not a word too strong at all. Whatever name you give them they are so uncomfortable and inconvenient. Aside from being horribly forgetful I get overly emotional and lose the ability to think logically. It’s not that I’m the most logical person in the world, but it sucks when I can’t use it. I don’t know what is logical when PMSing. I hate that one second I’ll be happy and cheerful the next close to yelling then crying. When it’s over though I feel horrible and very tired. I never mean it. I’m sorry. I hate that I feel sorry.
The monthly evil!
I don’t mind being a girl. But for about a week each month I hate it. I want nothing more than reaching age 50 when after a few years of hot flashes I won’t have 12 or 13 foggy weeks where I feel like I can’t seem to do the simplest of tasks. This week I almost lost a favorite ring and my wallet. Both I was convinced of one thing, that I had them at a certain place when if fact I didn’t. This time I was lucky, Rick found the ring and after he suggested I go through the couch cushions and then I found the wallet. I don’t think it’s fair that us girls have to be foggy and overly emotional so often. I’m not like this. I hate the loss of control!
Craigslist Ads being flagged
I post on craigslist, for many different purposes. People keep flagging one of my ads. I've posted it a total of 5 times now, the first 3 times with no problems, and the last two times it's been flagged and removed.. and craigslist doesn't have a very helpful interface for determining why an ad was flagged. Annoying.
Commercialism
I can’t stand the commercialism that surrounds anniversaries. Buy your wife this, get your husband that. Most normal people don’t have the money to do that. What’s worse is the commercials try to do the thinking for you. Why not come up with an idea that doesn’t involve a present in a box. Presents are awesome don’t get me wrong, but I love the little things I’ve gotten that didn’t cost money. It is the thought that counts, not the money!
Dishes
Dishes, dishes are one of my biggest pet peeves. They never end. If you don’t take care of them it becomes impossible to get the gunk off. I wake up and they are there because I was too tired to take care of them the night before. They sit in the sink and mock me, calling me names, lazy, wuss. They lie, turning the food that was on them to something dank and evil looking, then they call me a bad cook. "No good cook would make anything so horrible looking", they taunt. I wrestle with them and put them in the washer to try to win the battle. Every once in a while a dish or fork doesn’t get clean. Their voices are weak then, but they still mock me. "You should have scrubbed a little harder. A better person would have cleaned me properly."
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